so im sitting here in school right now in 1st period, but like honestly-why are we even in school its like a total of 7 below and we're all freezing our asses off and all this good shit. so right...we had swimming today and marita called me this morning and we just 'elected' not to take it today because we 'forgot' our stuff haha who wants to go in the pool for a total of 20 minutes and then get out and have only 20 minutes to get showered and ready? notttt meee! so anyway i have alot that i could probably write about so heres just a few things.

so what is high maintenance anyway? i never thought of myself as being high maintenance or any of this other stuff im finding myself being accused of lately but i dont know... high maintenance is like, i dont know, being like i think i would die if i couldnt shop in abercrombie or like saying i would never shop in wal-mart or go without being 'pretty' for a day. i think the thing is that no one really knows who i am, or who i have the oppertunity to be. i really think people just see me as that girl who is everybodys friend, smiles no matter what, and always knows how to make you feel better when no one quite can. but yeah thats about as much of that as im going to right in here.

the announcements just came on now so im gonna go, but i'll try and write in this tomorrow. i love you guys, samantha