the last two days had been pretty rough. i was really stressed out over school and everything. aaaa too much to get into but yeah yesterday i had a huge update on it and my computer shut off. to make a long story short, my dad wanted to talk with me more and stuff like that. we got into a really big argument but everything is ok now. i may have to lose some of my privlages for a little bit though. sometimes i just still feel like a little girl, but when in comes down to it... "im not a girl, not yet a women" its really hard to explain but i got it all out and the drama is over for now.

anyway today was better. my mom acually got me vitamins to take and i deff. took them and i felt so awake and stuff the whole day. um we had chamber auditions but i didnt even know the things we had to do and it wasnt too great, but i guess you cant be the best at everything. hahaaa yeah im far from that. i stayed after school today to go see lindsay and margaret play, and the won! haha awe you girls did so good! after that my mom picked me up and we drove to wikes-barre to get an outfit for homecoming. thats always a project of coarse, never easy. we almost got killed on the way homeeee awwww it was soo bad! we missed our exit and yeahh it was a hugee mess!

anyway friday some of us are going to get our nails done, and i cant wait because i love getting them done. thats about all for now but i'll try to update sometime tomorrow. gnite sweety hearts!!---sammm