fall out boy

"The Pros And Cons Of Breathing"

Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand
Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again
And if I could move I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you
I must have dragged my guts a block... they were gone by the time we (talked)...

--I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself
But you know that I could crush you with my voice

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on.

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel 

-- I want to hate you half as much as I hate my...

so i've never really been all that into fall out boy but i love this song. i found this cd the other day when i was looking for matchbook-your stories, my alibis and i really liked this song, very awesome, but anyway.

i cant believe that christmas is basically here already, its like woah. i dont even know but it just seems like it came so fast! i love the season so much though and after tomorrow im gonna miss it because now im not going to have anything to look forward to except maybe new years and then i can look forward to going back to school, haha ew i dont want to think about that yet. as for the year being almost over, i think it was a good one for me. alot happened, alot changed and i have so many awesome memories that im going to be able to look back on. i dont know that there was ever a dull moment in 2004. its been a really good year, and im looking forward to the next hoping it will be just as awesome.

back to today though. i've always loved christmas eve because we have it at our house, haha which is always something to look forward to. i was up this morning at like 10:30 and helped my mom get the house ready for tonight. pretty easy day compared to previous christmas eves, with the cleaning part of it. haha but heyy i dunno. my parents went out to the store just before to go pick up some last minute grocery items and i guess we'll cook and all that good stuff, and then eat, do the little bit of family presents, and then im not sure if we're going to church tonight or tomorrow. guess we'll see.

so the one really sucky thing that came in the mail today was a progress report from geometry. yay. ha. not really. im doing bad, like seriously. my quiz grades were acually good (knock on wood) but it was my test grades, my 3 grades were a 31, 40, and a 60. i know, bad, rite. but i really am trying and i deffinetly more than apply myself, my homeworks always done, i participate and pay attention, i get tutored and i study. i dont know what the problem is. hopefully i can improve my grade in there cause i mean, right now i have a 66 :(

anyway though i hope everyone has a really amazing christmas eve/christmas. i love yous all, merry christmas and god bless.--`samantha